Going quiet

With it almost being December I feel like I really need to focus and hone in the projects. My Comic chapter only has 3 pages left as of this post so I'm almost there!

Decided to take a real break from socials too. Socials have always been lowkey toxic yes but man, it's just sludge all over the place. Makes me happy I started my website XD I actually bought this massive new sketchbook lately and decided I will doodle anything I want in there and it will be mostly for my eyes only. I find that if I feel a bit overwhelmed, doodling traditionally instead of physically really helps since I can't just fix or undo anything outside of using and eraser. It's been great! I think because it's a sketchbook instead of a digital doodle lets me feel less pressure cuz if I want to post it I kinda have to do more in order to do so.

I've also been considering the directions I want to take my stories that I'm working on. I feel like my current audience won't like these directions I'll be taking, but honestly it's alright. I'm not trying to make art my job anymore. Can't say I'm not disappointed that I'm not good enough to be a full time artist, but then again, it's not so bad. I don't really get commissions anymore and honestly I think I won't take anymore either unless it's for a buddy. I much rather focus on my own stuff anyway. I put off so many things cuz I thought I was better then I was and wasted alot of time lol. Soooo yeah! I honestly feel alot better giving up on stuff that won't happen and will focus on the stuff I actually want!

That means I may be really quiet and the site algos will forget about me, oh nyo lol. But I think it'll be worth it for what I have planned. I really did kinda feel famous for a while there.