Finishing No Matter what!

Why do I keep doing this?

As I work on this freaking Novel I find that, it might get too personal. And what if people judge me? But I want to finish this. I want to finish this volume so I can say "ha! Behold my crappy novel! At least I finished it!!" XD that's more than what most can say. Heck, some don't even let their stories escape their heads.

I'm determined to finish this. This morning I woke up and realized I want to redo the start of my novel because as good as it is, I've finally reached the point where I want my MC to be less experienced. When starting I didn't want her to have any weaknesses, never be vulnerable! But now I'm like...that's kinda boring. Like, I wanna see her change. I don't want her to "learn a lesson" per say but just...change.

I've been reading stories again, comics, books and the like and that's helped. I've even been looking at some videos on writing! Just like with art I want to improve my writing too. It's been great! Even got some comic work done cuz the only way to improve is to do it! I've been enjoying the creative process. It's been nice. Wish I worked on things sooner and not wasted so much time waiting for success that I didn't work for.

That craving of recognition is a motivation killer man XD Took me decades to actually get that outside approval is just a soul sucker. Thankfully I realize this now lol

Oh I also realize that this images makes it look that Dullahan is looking all blushy at Celsius...I really should have switched Stella and Cel for this image to make sense lol oh well.